STILL PONDERING
Today I discovered a couple of pages that I wrote sometime about 2005 or 2006.Have you ever wondered about these things?
Today is July 8th, 2005, and I am planning to begin part three of the series I began some years ago on my spiritual pilgrimage.
Do I begin with God or do I begin with myself?
I concluded my second document of this series with a quotation from Ruth Etchells in her book,’Unafraid to be.’ This was a way of summarising my discussion of Worldliness in which I described the relief at finding Christian writers who were life-affirming and who saw poetry and literature as a way of encountering the truth about life, even if the authors and poets were not card-carrying Christians. This book was a major encouragement to my emerging sense of self, marking a willingness to take risks in my thinking and in my living.
So where am I now, in the second half of 2005, now over five years since I retired from paid employment?
The God I have met in the second half of my life is no less great, but somehow more mysterious and less predictable than I had thought.
God is the One who has created the world and all that is in it and God is intimately involved in the lives of all people. However, God does not make things happen in ways that are inconsistent with God’s character.
The common idea that God causes everything to happen is anathema to me. I believe that, having created the world, God invites us to freely participate in building the Kingdom of God, but God has given to humankind the gift of freedom and we are able if we choose to act against God . I believe that God is always open to helping people who turn to God.and always working to draw all people into God’s care and love.
Being a disciple of God in Christ is no guarantee of safety or freedom from death and pain. These things occur because we are humans living in an imperfect world. However, those who trust God find that God is present with them in the midst of pain and distress and failure and God redeems these situations because they are also tranformed into moments of grace, albeit in the midst of great pain.
I question that God is omnipotent. Or, to put it another way, I believe that God always acts consistently with God’s character and therefore there are times when God cannot act because action would require God to be acting inconsistently with God’s character.
The idea of God intervening in human life to solve problems, to give people their heart’s desire, is a problem for me.
I am much impressed with the thought that God is sometimes powerless and helpless. I see the crucifixion of Jesus as being one of those times. I believe that God was in Christ reconciling the world to God, but I do not believe that God punishes the Son in order to exact some transaction with a third party.
I do not agree with the claim that God has to punish sin therefore Jesus had to die. It seems to me that we cannot say that God has to do anything..
I am much attracted with the thought that there were times when Jesus was in the dark, times when he did not know what to do and when he gained insight as the result of what others said to him. I imagine there were times when Jesus said, or thought, ‘This is a problem. What do we do now.’
Likewise, is it just possible that God also does not always know what to do, and when God says, as it were, ‘This is a problem. ‘What do we do now?’
Today is July 8th, 2005, and I am planning to begin part three of the series I began some years ago on my spiritual pilgrimage.
Do I begin with God or do I begin with myself?
I concluded my second document of this series with a quotation from Ruth Etchells in her book,’Unafraid to be.’ This was a way of summarising my discussion of Worldliness in which I described the relief at finding Christian writers who were life-affirming and who saw poetry and literature as a way of encountering the truth about life, even if the authors and poets were not card-carrying Christians. This book was a major encouragement to my emerging sense of self, marking a willingness to take risks in my thinking and in my living.
So where am I now, in the second half of 2005, now over five years since I retired from paid employment?
The God I have met in the second half of my life is no less great, but somehow more mysterious and less predictable than I had thought.
God is the One who has created the world and all that is in it and God is intimately involved in the lives of all people. However, God does not make things happen in ways that are inconsistent with God’s character.
The common idea that God causes everything to happen is anathema to me. I believe that, having created the world, God invites us to freely participate in building the Kingdom of God, but God has given to humankind the gift of freedom and we are able if we choose to act against God . I believe that God is always open to helping people who turn to God.and always working to draw all people into God’s care and love.
Being a disciple of God in Christ is no guarantee of safety or freedom from death and pain. These things occur because we are humans living in an imperfect world. However, those who trust God find that God is present with them in the midst of pain and distress and failure and God redeems these situations because they are also tranformed into moments of grace, albeit in the midst of great pain.
I question that God is omnipotent. Or, to put it another way, I believe that God always acts consistently with God’s character and therefore there are times when God cannot act because action would require God to be acting inconsistently with God’s character.
The idea of God intervening in human life to solve problems, to give people their heart’s desire, is a problem for me.
I am much impressed with the thought that God is sometimes powerless and helpless. I see the crucifixion of Jesus as being one of those times. I believe that God was in Christ reconciling the world to God, but I do not believe that God punishes the Son in order to exact some transaction with a third party.
I do not agree with the claim that God has to punish sin therefore Jesus had to die. It seems to me that we cannot say that God has to do anything..
I am much attracted with the thought that there were times when Jesus was in the dark, times when he did not know what to do and when he gained insight as the result of what others said to him. I imagine there were times when Jesus said, or thought, ‘This is a problem. What do we do now.’
Likewise, is it just possible that God also does not always know what to do, and when God says, as it were, ‘This is a problem. ‘What do we do now?’